Well well well, been 3 weeks at school and lets just say i have no idea how im gonna make it through this year D:. feeeck. got a million and one things to do buuuuuuuuuuut i just wanna be lazy, chill and relax D:. however, out of those million and one things theres one thing i DO want to do :3. tis my Visual Arts major....yaaaaaaaaaaaay T-T". i actually have a goal for once but i have my doubts, just like anyone else. i wanna make sure what i pick to do my work about is satisfying to myself. i have a lot of ideas varying from satirical stuff to series issues. i can be a satirical person myself but cant produce effective satirical work soooooo feck that idea xD. I've had some outside help too and i appreciate their contribution for taking the time to help me out ^_^. but i think i have a fixated idea on what i wanna do, its always fascinated me and left me to ponder for AGES! till i get to this stage were im so lost in my own thought im staring at someone directly with this "im-gonna-kill-joo!" kind of expression xD. ahems. well anyways, my fixated idea is Utopian and Dystopian worlds/societies. i like to know peoples opinions, mix them together and create a very unreal world and i have 2 ideas on how exactly im gonna do that xD both of which im liking very much but still feel like its not good enough but i have a perfect vision of what it is i want. now all thats left is to channel that perfected view to a fricken canvas or something! D:. i want it impacting god dammit! ><!

however, im still open for ideas and suggestions

and every other subject im doing is just annoying the fucking shit out of me....

AND! i have to start learning some songs, feck!

kaaaaaaaaay, like, im off to be a nerd in front of the tv or something. tata!

ps: ermmmmmmmmmms, ill post some work here soon-ish >_>"